Rejoicing in Hope

I love the photo above. It was taken roughly a year ago in March of 2017 during one of the two weekends of winter we had last year in Middle Tennessee.

Despite having been taken at the end of the winter that really wasn’t, I still enjoy the hope portrayed by this image. In part, it reminds me ofΒ  winters of the soul I have endured.

Yet even in the gloomiest and most frigid seasons in my life – actually, even if my entire life was spent in the icy clutches of physical pain and emotional distress – there is something growing beneath the surface.

Hope.

Rejoice in hope, be patient in tribulation, be constant in prayer.
(Romans 12:12)

No matter how much other reading I have done the last couple of weeks, the Lord keeps bringing me back to Romans 5 and the idea of rejoicing in suffering.

So today, I did just that.

It’s a beautiful spring day and I took a walk with my Father and my two dogs. Normally at such times, I will offer up prayers of supplication. And for the first 5 or 6 minutes, I did. But the verse kept playing like a broken record in my mind (for you young ‘uns, that’s roughly the equivalent of an mp3 file which didn’t download correctly).

So I stopped my requests and simply rejoiced.

As the occasional pounding behind my left eye grew more regular, I rejoiced that migraines have slowed me down enough to pay attention to what is important in life.

With each step, an ache set up in my left foot and my shoe seemed to tighten as it swelled, so I rejoiced that I can still walk anyway.

In fact, I was able to praise my Father from the heart and mean it for all my little grievances.

Not only because each ache and pain reminds me of the intense joy I will feel once this old body has finally worn down and been traded in for something better. But also because my God is using the time right now for His glory.

…and we rejoice in hope of the glory of God. Not only that, but we rejoice in our sufferings…
(Romans 5:2b-3a)

Today, He had me back up a little and remember that my rejoicing is based in His glory.

His, not mine.

It isΒ because of my physical issues that I am able to meet weekly with one of my part-time daughters, a teen who suffers from chronic migraine and has need of help in her home schooling.

Because of my suffering, I am available when another part-time daughter, also a teen, needs to talk due to family crisis. Or to help her mom when she’s trying to juggle her own reactions to the crisis, plus be a mom, plus keep her job, plus…

And you know what? I can rejoice because God does not need my efforts to provide financially for my family. He is fully capable of taking care of our needs, and He has never let us down.

So today, I took a couple of hours and laid down my guilt over the smallness of my financial contribution, the anxiety over rising tuition and a 20-year-old home in which everything is deciding to break, my frustration over the difficulties in parenting teens, and my weariness with pain.

I laid them all before the Throne of Grace and worshiped.

Because my God is good.

Because He has blessed me with these difficulties so I will never forget my need of Him.

Because my Lord Yeshua (Jesus) suffered pain on my behalf and overcame.

Because He can do amazing things and He doesn’t need me to do them.

And yet, He has given me the privilege of being a part of it all.

The man declares, I am weary, O God; I am weary, O God, and worn out…
…Every word of God proves true; he is a shield to those who take refuge in him.
(Proverbs 30:1, 5)

 

11 thoughts on “Rejoicing in Hope

  1. Amen, Heather. We can always find excuses not to praise God, but if we’re rejoicing in hope (of what awaits us) we won’t be looking for excuses. Our home is 18 years old and we can relate. My wife just told me a valve on the water well is leaking, it looks like a fountain. I am looking forward to having a heavenly home where nothing ever breaks πŸ™‚

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    1. Ah, the joys of home ownership. The area behind our shower looked somewhat like a fountain, too – or maybe a spring. It took a little time before it surfaced a few feet away from the source! Haha

      I’m also looking very forward to our heavenly home. Especially the part when WE no longer break, either! πŸ˜‰

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  2. Amen! What a beautiful post of gratitude in the midst of your current suffering, Heather! You set an exceptional example for all of us. I am sorry, though, that your migraine has continued. Praying that God reduces and even removes the pain soon! ❀ and gentle hugs!!

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  3. I felt like you were writing some of my own thoughts! I also struggle with migraines, but am finding that there are many blessings that have come because of my limitations. If you’re interested, I have 2 blogs. This one includes recipes I have adapted and thoughts I’ve had on migraines themselves: https://peanutfreemigrainemom.wordpress.com/ . I have recently started this one in an attempt to honor the Great Commission: https://commissionedbyhim1.wordpress.com/about/.

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    1. Hi Kim! I will absolutely check out your blogs! I am just now in the prodrome phase of a killer migraine, so I’ve got some catchup from the last couple of days to do. However, hopefully I’ll have some time tomorrow! Thanks so much for sharing with me. πŸ™‚

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